semi FRIENDS ONLY

♥ korean music / all kinds of japanese things / movies / crack / games / design / jazz / celtic / anime / travel / friends / loves / shopping / fashion / art / sleeping

( Masterlist for TVShows, Book, Games, Etc )

After being absent from LJ for so long. I literally missed LJ. Really! And I have NEVER made a proper entry for like almost half a year? Also, I've kinda missed the feeling of being in a cocoon shell. Just wrapped up in that small area where I will feel at peace. Even if it's just for awhile. And to my f-list, I know I have been a very bad LJ friend so major apologies. as usual if you want to remove me please do so.

What have I been up to? Internship semester! I wanted to go to Masako-nesama's company but that company chose my classmate instead of me and he complained working there. That bugger! Oh well anyways I'm working at my boyfriend's company instead so I have some freedom. Like surfing the net all day long and laze around! But of course, I can't take advantage and still have to do some work. I've yet to be evaluated by my boyfriend's partner.

Movies and Shows
As usual. I has no watch any blockbuster epic movie besides Avatar. Guh.. I really has no time. As for TV Series, I've only been following up on Chuck and I HAVE TO watch CSI DVD boxset that my_chris borrowed me. *swt*

Music
Ironically, Lord of Vermillion's music sounds more Final Fantasy-ish than whatever FF is out now. (oh god Leona Lewis *rolls eyes* don't remind me) And it's by the great Nobuo! Ahh he's still the best! *cries* I feel like playing the game already but no time. I'll just stick to my DS-su. Besides that, been listening to Macross Frontier songs on repeat. ( I grieved, coz I missed seeing May'n TWICE!). Listening to random bands like Air and The Postal Service for something different. =D

Dolls
Yep, I have decided to sell one of my dolls. ;-;

Sidetracked : Adagio Project
Recently opened a booth with the Adagio gang at Comic Fiesta 2009. I can't believe my lousy badges can be sold ;_;. And yeap hope to improve my drawing this year yosh!

Cosplay
Guess what spark is back? My cosplay spark! Yes I'm into this expensive hobby again. And I'll probably be 100% COSPLAY MODE : ON this year. I guess I feel inspired again. I recently did Ciel Phantomhive from Kuroshitsuji. My cosplay was borderline satisfied for me though. I really hope I don't ruined Ciel because I really love him! A few of my cosplay groupies includes akiyumi87 (Maylene) and checkerzelda (Sebby)! Gah I planned to do another photoshoot of Ciel this year <333

Clickie to DA:

More at my Deviantart

..but I so lack motivation. *sigh* I was trying to give my LJ a facelift but a lot of layout don't suit my content and my currents look retarded. I'm too lazy to figure out the codes so I just change the background. And yes different icons now? Totally different right?

And now I am totally digging Lady Gaga's Fashion song. It's so literal lol. I like the part where she mentions the her favourite designers name in French.

( the lyrics )

Gah besides that the swine flu outbreak kinda freaks me out. My condolences to all the victims. I heard its starting to spread into Asia. And I have a flu now so I hope I don't get paranoid. Guh I'm having headaches now.

I should be starting on my packaging design, typography design and the alfa city website. It should all be finished tonight! Man I have not touched a thing! *sob*
MOTIVATION COME TO ME!

That's it from today onwards. I will babble more about my life. Hmm... but I seem to forget what I had to do whenever I come home.

Despite being busy and having a very bad time management as usual. I am re-watching Eureka 7 and lovin it! (thanks Chris for introducing it!)



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Oh yeah I feel so much better now! Man these PMSes are getting the hang out of me sometimes and I can't even control it. Guh. I have slight motivation now. I hate my head. Man I hate being a girl sometimes. These uncontrollable hormones!

Anyways I have decided to do a friends cut. I'm sorry if I'm cruel to some people but this is because :
- we never even communicated in any way
- u never commented here ; i never commented in your lj
- we just never clicked

anyways if I ever made a mistake and accidentally deleted someone I know. Please do comment here!

dance dance dance OH OH OH
dubidubidubi oh.. oh OH.. Oh OH...
sorry sorry sorry
makeup makeup makeup
shawty shawty shawty...
push up push up push up
da dan da dan da da da papappappa
dance dance dance OH OH OH OH
....

Okay I'm not making any sense but Super Junior's new song Sorry Sorry is indeed addictive. Well following DBSK's and BoA's footsteps of synthesizing their voices and they music is as usual very similiar to American music these days (Timbaland, Keri Hilson, Neyo etc.....). Anyways despite all that it's pretty addictive. Hahahaha.

And the part they kept going "Dance Dance Dance" remind me of Lady Gaga lol.

Title : TEDDY BEAR
Length: Oneshot
Author : Lavena (Lavhire)
Beta : joeykaiba
Rating : PG-13
Pairings : Jaeho/Yunjae.. yesh it's mild BL!

Note : Man this fic was lost in jaeho_detox. I couldn't find it again. OMG I would like to thank joeykaiba for being my beta-er that time. ^^ Anyways this fic is OLD. So if you interested to read it. I'm grateful *bows*

( Teddy Bear )

Okay so after a few hours of sleep and spazzings to some of my friends. I am finally able to make a report about yesterdays events. I may not know what fully happened throughout the whole day. Yes I was kinda trying to follow DBSK the whole day. Just to catch a glimpse of them at the hotel. It was hard to find them because we kept making wrong predictions of how Dong Bang is coming in.

( ...OKAY LIKE THIS IS NOT A VERY SHORT AND ZOMG DONG BANG WAS JUST A FEW METRES AWAY FROM MEH!... )
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SO YEAH in conclusion.. fangirling is not an easy job. In fact u lose weight and and loose a lot of your money. But if you like the outcome. It's so worth it!!!! And so much CRAJAENESS!!! NOV 24th here I COME BABY!!! Oh man a dunno when will the arrived to Malaysia before that! XD And good luck for mickey8 and kahel_luna for the TVXQ! Encore in Seoul this weekend! XD